Saturday, April 12, 2008
I'm down 2.2 lbs this week. This means I've now lost over 60 lbs. I've also been sitting here for the last five minutes trying to come up with something to say.
As I get closer to my goal, I'm becoming more shy about it. I couldn't talk in the meeting today either when my name was called. I teared up and could only stammer that I felt 100% better. Doh!
I'm an ingrained shy person. I manage to appear friendly on the surface but always hold something back. Some people think I'm aloof but I'm not. I'm just too darned shy. And as I get closer to this extremely personal goal of mine, I feel like crying "don't look at me!"
So I'm sitting here, proud as a peacock of my newest milestone and yet unable to really talk about it. At the rate I'm going, getting to goal is going to render me utterly speechless!